Pit Stops

It's been quite some time since I just wrote and rant on this site. So today, I will.

I shall pretend that the world is interested with my poor excuse of a life and I will talk about it with as much color as I can. If I am even capable of doing so.

GIRL TIME: LILY, YOKOHAMA, ME, and CHAUPPETTE

Today I woke up wondering how many crossroads each person is ever capable of having in his or her lifetime. In my 31 years of existence (Yes, I am 31 but I feel like I am 21), I feel like I have gone through a dozen crossroads. Or life-altering experiences where I am made to choose. Experiences that eventually led me to be me today.

Not that I am ashamed of my choices. I am not. I don't think I am even capable of shame. However, I do have plenty of "what ifs". People, places, choices, and just about anything.

What if I took the time to talk to this guy who hates my guts now? (Just an example, mind you. I hope nobody loathes me.)

What if I relocated and lived in South of Africa and became a soul surfer? (And get stoked all day!)

What if I practiced my profession? (I'd be poor and happy now.)

What if the Earth was a big chunk of cube? (Yes, a stupid what if.)

What if I never started this blog? (Never gonna happen!)

What if I married Johnny Depp? (Hahaha)

I have so many other what ifs, you'd start to think I either have too much time in my hands to be capable of coming up with so many, or I live a pathetic life. I am neither of the two. I just think too much. I talk to much. I write too much.

Anyway, just because I have so many what-ifs, it doesn't necessarily mean I have regrets too. I don't. I love my life. I love the people in my life. I have hand-picked them to be part of my life and to be part of my great adventures, so yes, in a way, they are lucky. Hahaha. But I am luckier.

A life lived surrounded by the most beautiful souls you could ever find in this Earth.

But I still have goals. Or five things I need to do before I die. Hopefully, these won't join my What-if List.

1. Organize an All-Cussing Def Jam Poetry event.
2. Tell a group of corrupt politicians they can kiss my ass.
3. Shout "ITIGIL ANG KASAL!"or "STOP THE WEDDING!" in the middle of someone's wedding.
4. Go on a 5-Stop surf trip alone.
5. Pick up hot guys at some party with my daughters.

Yes, I am a bad mother. Too bad I am not your mom! Hahaha How bout you? Share your list! 

Peace!

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